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Beautiful Lies by Blahblahblahblahabc Beautiful Lies :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 1 0 Definitions by Blahblahblahblahabc Definitions :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 0 0 The map that leads to goodbye by Blahblahblahblahabc The map that leads to goodbye :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 2 0
Voice for the girl who isn't allowed to speak
I have no passion
like my father
I’m stupid
like my mother
I’m only good at showing anger
like my father
I’m selfish
like my mother
I’m stuck in a rut
like my father
I’m condescending
so my mother says
I’m a brat
so my mother says
I’m a bitch
so my mother says
I’m just like him
so my mother says
I’m selfish
that I already know
I’m stupid
so my father says
I should know better
so my father says
I shouldn’t egg her on
so my father says
I’m just like her
so my father says
They’re hypocrites
I can’t say
My faults came from yours
I can’t say
Why can’t I yell too?
I can’t say
Why is it always my fault?
I can’t say
I’m depressed
I can’t say
I cut
I can’t say
I’m afraid
I’m not strong enough to handle this on my own
I can’t say
I can’t say
No one will love me because I’m just  like you
I can’t say
I’m imploding
I’m ex
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When the invisible die, do they make a sound?
Its that moment when the world stops spinning
And everything freezes into its perfect asymmetrical time
Your hands reaching for the colors that spin across a backdrop of red laced with black
As your other stretches the tourniquet on your neck—trying to remove the thing that keeps your wings
And your breath
In a rush the world comes collapsing back in, letting you fall to the ground
Letting your hands pass through shards of dreams that slice at your fingertips
Letting your breathe quicken to gasps of pain
As the iron bar of truth shoves itself down your throat and impales your heart
To crush your lungs under it’s weight.
And you crash to the ground being buried alive and knowing no one will save you
Because your face wasn’t pretty enough.
Your personality not strong enough
You—not good enough to those that shine so brightly around you
And cover your insufficient light
Until it blinks out
Under the lid of a coffin.
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Poison of the truth
I color my life with tainted wings and golden eggs.
But it seems I'm lying again.
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Kialya by Blahblahblahblahabc Kialya :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 2 4 Elise by Blahblahblahblahabc Elise :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 4 1 Sharron and Exe by Blahblahblahblahabc Sharron and Exe :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 0 0 Kit-Kat by Blahblahblahblahabc Kit-Kat :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 0 0 Elsinore by Blahblahblahblahabc Elsinore :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 0 3 No matter who you love by Blahblahblahblahabc No matter who you love :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 4 0 Sato Marina by Blahblahblahblahabc Sato Marina :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 0 2 Leo and Emma by Blahblahblahblahabc Leo and Emma :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 1 2 Felicity by Blahblahblahblahabc Felicity :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 0 0 Caretaker by Blahblahblahblahabc Caretaker :iconblahblahblahblahabc:Blahblahblahblahabc 1 0


mermaid series .:sakura siren:. by sakimichan mermaid series .:sakura siren:. :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 26,411 597 Off-duty hero by Picolo-kun Off-duty hero :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 7,300 253 2016 Teen Titans by Picolo-kun 2016 Teen Titans :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 15,795 630 Baroque - quick piece for Patreon by shilin Baroque - quick piece for Patreon :iconshilin:shilin 5,085 110 Daily Paint #1255. Manatea Time by Cryptid-Creations Daily Paint #1255. Manatea Time :iconcryptid-creations:Cryptid-Creations 3,474 82 Show me love by AquaSixio Show me love :iconaquasixio:AquaSixio 4,085 106 We are Bulletproof by kawacy We are Bulletproof :iconkawacy:kawacy 7,520 444 Burger Thief by Cioccolatodorima Burger Thief :iconcioccolatodorima:Cioccolatodorima 5,095 365 Scared of the Light (speedpaint) by DestinyBlue Scared of the Light (speedpaint) :icondestinyblue:DestinyBlue 9,018 365 Red Hood by sakimichan Red Hood :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 25,845 487 Derp by kawacy Derp :iconkawacy:kawacy 5,276 454 Come Undone by yuumei Come Undone :iconyuumei:yuumei 13,827 321 +Mulan - Who I Really Am+ by larienne +Mulan - Who I Really Am+ :iconlarienne:larienne 9,248 328 Ariel And Her Prince by NanFe Ariel And Her Prince :iconnanfe:NanFe 3,431 84 Horoscope series .:Pisces:. by sakimichan Horoscope series .:Pisces:. :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 32,418 826 We're in this together by JoJoesArt We're in this together :iconjojoesart:JoJoesArt 9,257 386



Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
My alias: Dreamingforhope.
Ain't nobody gonna want to know me, specially when I type like I don't know english. Which I do thank you very much--plus I can't draw or write so...Whatchu doin' on my page huh??
So I've been working my butt off on that Pyrrha cosplay to try and finish it before I go back to college (something tells me my roommate would freak if all the sudden I was running around sewing and painting the place up)--and I'm getting close!!! I've been meaning to post pictures of the progress and of the most up to date full work but--alas that has not yet happened. I'm so slooow.
I just have to finish painting up her spear--since that is what weapon of hers I decided I had time to do and complete. I have to finish her gauntlet--more painting, eyelets, lace, hot glue gunnin'. I need to finish the knee armor so I can attach it to the shins and paint the leg armor (hopefully I don't ruin that by trying to add detail). Gotta sew up and add her little dangly chain things plus some snaps to the headpiece armor. And also gotta do the neckpiece that's going to end up killing me to do. 
I'm pretty proud of how it's turning out--I'm not a sewer. (nor a contact cementer apparently, damnit that stuff sticks to your skin) But it's actually fitting and looks kinda like her. I just hope people at anime detour recognize me and enjoy the work that I'm doing.
Arrgg!! So close >.<


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pinkythepink Featured By Owner May 16, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
HowManyDragons Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014
Thanks for the +fav on my Toothless sculpture! There are many more handmade clay dragon figurines in my gallery, if you'd like to take a look. :) (Smile)
Milk-and-Pie Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the fav on Don't Fall In Love With A Writer, I really really appreciate it!! :iconlazypoolplz:

So sorry for the late thanks :iconrazycryplz:
shycatgirl Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav on my Miyazaki portrait! Feel free to come check out the rest of my gallery and fav or watch if you like it! :iconhappykitty-plz:
RhiannonWoolf Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
 :gollyglasses:  loving your gallery! Little Pixel Heart keep up the great work! :tip-hat: 
waywardgal Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Student General Artist
You are so amazing for taking the time out to favorite some of my works! It means so much that you liked it, and I hope you will consider watching Heart
Jerhaia-Tsukikitsune Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav: :hooray:
FacelessExistence Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
you've been tagged! [link]
PetraImboden Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the fav^^
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